February 7

Today I was able to do more of what makes me, ME!!! I finally got the energy to go out and get my priorities settled.I am going to receive my California ID in 15 days,which is way better than my passport for when I get pulled over.While waiting in line ,this lovely old lady shared an umbrella with me due to the harsh rain.We conversed about how horrible the DMV lines and wait are and then she left her way taking my hospitality and complete gratitude. I was also complemented on my plugs,the lady in the counter says that they look perfect on me.Afterwards I was able to stop by my friend Zeck's house and work on some pieces ,as well as fix my new deck.I hand painted it and made it resemble myself(will post a picture later). We then drove around the lovely city of Lawndale and Redondo to find skate spots.The harsh rain tried to ruin our session but we neglected it and let the sesh go on.Throughout the whole day I was able to realize how close my friends are becoming,I called zeck's mom "MOM" ,in a sense I felt sad saying that since I feel it replaced my own mother,however,I also felt comfortable thinking that she cares as if I were her son. As days pass by I feel as if I am loosing the muse and complete raw feeling that I once had in the beginning with my lovely girlfriend.I wished we could talk tonight but I understand that she is busy.Either way,I appreciate days like this,where I am completely independent and outgoing as I was before.I am more free from house regulations and am able to go out and live my life.Bump me some Ice Cube because today was a good day <3